- HighSchool, NerdTalk, SundayMornings

it's funny how when your in a conversation with someone and you get distracted. & you just i guess think of something else. as if your in your own little world. might sound a little crazy but that's what i experienced quite a few times this past week. all I've been thinking about is life after high school and how it's going to change... the choices I'm going to have to make to live in the "real world". like what am i going to do when i need cash? will i ask my mom... most likely she's gonna say "get a job!" or something not as bad as that but still the same idea, in a way. besides that most of my thoughts have been in school which isn't good to be doing but it just happens. for example, thinking about the day before all i did was hang out with some bros & watch them play video games and listen to them having their "nerd talk" about different gaming machines and hard drives... i mean i know what they're talking about but when they start naming the cord names or the size of the hard drive, I'm lost. or when they head outside for a smoke i try to think of something else to do.my thought right now is basically "get some sleep" but i can't sleep. and that's a problem, because i am not a bit tired. & now I'm getting "good morning" texts. which is odd for me cause i sleep in until like 12 on Sundays and get ready, pack my stuff, and off to Chinle by 1. i guess what I'm trying to get at is that i hate mornings, they're just an excuse to stay up all night and wake up at noon to do the same thing over again which is mostly possible during breaks or the summers. although the plus side of mornings are the pretty sunrises and the cool air, pretty lovely.

xo